I'm going to make an extended "ALLmAssEDUp!" post on this later, but for now I'm writing an entry on my pov while I'm still here, but I'm going to go get my ticket out today or tomorrow.
New Mexico has a few good people. They are a %10 to the %90 GARBAGE people, here. The majority of the people here ruin what a lovely place this is, to me. They are poor, uneducated, close minded, and greedy. There's more of a market to capitalize off of homeless people, so if you want to join the fray and open a non-profit to "help" the homeless, head on out this way! I didn't make any long lasting relationships that I will continue to take with me on my travels. For who I am that makes me very sad, but for what this place is I don't want to take anyone of these people with me. Either they are garbage, or they are nice, but have a lot to do, and I don't want to burden them. ...Or, personality differences...
New Mexico is a beautiful place with mostly warm sunny weather. as it is desert land it can be unseasonably warm most of of the year, but it has it's day where it decides "You know... I feel like conforming to what I'm suppose to be with the season and my geographical location", and and slam with cold.
But, I can't say I didn't learn anything. I learned a valuable lesson is self respect, and zero tolerance to intolerance. I've taken parenting classes, took an art class, and met a new set of people that come with there own lessons. I'm glad I came here to meet those people and learn those things about the world and myself.
So, with $75 all I can do is go to Arizona, which I expect to be worst than here, if not the exact same. I've heard Austin, TX is great, but unlike AZ - TX does not have healthcare. So, no TX. I don;t have any reason to go to Phoenix other than "Get the fuck out of Albuquerque." I don't expect anything positive from them, and I'll just be passing through. I have no interest in AZ or staying there. There's no "up" for me to go in NM, and I really don't give a fuck about AZ. I don't feel anything calling me there, like I felt here. The people are likely just as bad, if not worse. A throwaway place, for me.
I'm sure I'll make it up north sooner or later... I don't want to go to PA anymore. I'm going to Ohio, instead!